Lord

Lord, how I long for you
How I long to worship you

this guy

this man-guy who apparently goes to my school, who has some of the most gorgeous man pictures ive ever seen, keeps friend requesting me on myspace. I keep denying for now because I'm trying to first spot him in real life at school to see who the heck he really is. In any of my classes? is he legit? I cant tell! cuz his profil pic is just him workin outside in some boots and jeans... the end. maybe a shirt would help me recognize him better? LOL... I shall not accept random hotness JUST BECAUSE. Ill find you crazy myspace man, and giggle, and that... will be THE END. le sigh.

HOW DOES THIS HAPPEN

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1upZz3a-7iM


makes my heart smile. I want to travel.

disgusted

ljsdnlbikjrnkjrnht I have so much to do. I can't seem to catch up and none of my behind-ness is excusable. Oh, there are reasons, but none good enough to qualify for explaining why I'm a bit of a mess. In a month, everything I'm so darn concerned about will be over. In that fact, I find consolation. Then, I wonder about what else could possibly come up. Will I catch up, or will I prepetually be behind? God, help me. I'm losing this part of the race. Keep me strong, I will endure. Still, somehow, tonight, I feel so lacking. I know it's all in there somewhere... you say you've given me everything I need for life and Godliness, and I believe you. Help me see, I lay it down Lord. I know to cast my cares on you because I certainly can't do better at handling them. I will not fear, I will not hold back, I will run on with full speed. Thank you for rescuing me, every time thank you. Gracious God, protect my heart, I want to grow. I need You.

March

March? Hard? Breathrough? AWESOME? we'll see..........

so far, its been interesting. kind of difficult starting out, but then easing up. maybe the joy of spring break, the pure pure joy of spring break, haha, is bringing peace. also BIG job opportunites weigh in the balance for both my mom AND me!!! I'm excited, praying and hoping. Lord I wanna use what youve given me so much more than I am now. I think this would be a change for me to grow and network like none other. Show me the way O King!!!

Okielahomie

I had a marvelous time traveling with The Access over to Oklahoma. We drove lots and lots from Houston to OK and all over OK to play shows and worship with incredible Oklahoman Jesus Freaks. Speaking of Jesus freak, Toby Mac played at two of the shows and did a re-mix of THE 'Jesus Freak' song, I was BLOWN away! LOVE THEM, he and his band are revolutionary. Then, whem we played the church shows me and the girls got to stay at one of the greatest host homes ever! This lady gave me something of hers, and it made me cry, cuz Jesus was totally speaking to me thru the situation. LOVE THAT!!!

Lord, give me your heart.

following

there are so many people I want to add to my 'following' list but I can't figure out how to follow them cuz I can't yet find links on many of their pages to do so. What's the deal??? gaaahh
life is awesome cuz God is awesome, and only because God is awesome.